"There is something in our DNA that makes us Jews never feel satisfied. Give a Jew something and he will add to it or fix it. Give the air force a plane and they will add to it and change it.. We believe that anything is possible."
When Felix Zandman (Vishay Intertechnologies) started his first plant in Israel, he found :
"... the great prodigy violinist from Grodno whom I had gone to hear just before the war. The smell and heat of the hole would fade away, and the Mendelsohn violin concerto with all its glorious details would fill my mind. Whatever I knew I listened to in my private concert hall. I kicked myself that I hadn't been a more serious student, that I hadn't learned ten times as much."
General Israel Tal:
"We as an army, as Israelis, and as Jews, cannot have tanks that make our soldiers expendable. We must protect our most precious resource. That is the backbone of our military commitment."
So when he started to design the new Merkava, his first priority had been protection. To assist with that he put the engine up front, rather than in back, where it is on the rest of the world's tanks. That switch put extra shielding forward and also opened up rear space for infantry soldiers. As a result, the Merkava was more than a tank: it could transport soldiers into battle or serve as an armored headquarters for a commander and his staff. With its unusual rear-hatch, the Merkava also could evacuate wounded from the field. Tal described for me his fire protection inventions, ammunition, storage departures, and his novel approach to armor design. These were startling innovations; it was obvious that a tremendous amount of new technology was going into this.
When he explained these things to me I said, "My God, you must have a tremendous scientific staff - just to come up with the concepts, let alone implement them." But no, it was a staff of one: Talik himself. As a career tankman and tank commander, he had had fighting experience with most of the world's leading tanks: American, British, French, even captured Soviet models. He had an insider's feel for what was wrong with all of them.
And this from a man who studied philosophy in college and taught himself engineering!
The Haganah would make arrangements to get us to Israel. I packed my backpack and took the train to Paris. Before I joined the group, I stopped at Sender's to say goodbye. Sender wasn't there, but our close friend (and Sender's business associate) Josef Weiss was. Sender was off on a buying trip, he said. He wouldn't be back for a couple of days.
When I told Weiss why I was in Paris, he almost had a heart attack. He grabbed me and started talking and pleading. He didn't stop for the next thirty-six hours. "Felix, you can't do it. You absolutely cannot do it. You can't do it to Sender. You can't do it to yourself. You will break Sender's will if you do this, you will destroy him. If you go and get killed there, he will never recover. This is like a death sentence for him. You must think of your family, Felix!"
Weiss was hysterical. I couldn't get him to stop. "Josef," I said, "I have to go. Who else is going to defend the country if we don't? This is my duty. I have to do it."
"Felix, it's not just Sender. It's the memory of your family. You're the last one, Felix. You're the seed. Everyone is dead. All those children, everyone! You are the only survivor. You can't do it to the memory of your family. The seed of Zandman has to create a family. YOU CANNOT GO TO ISRAEL AND BE KILLED!"
Weiss kept talking and talking. The rendezvous time came and went. Then the time for my train to leave passed. There must be other groups going, I thought. I'll just have to hook up with one of those. I was exhausted from arguing, but Weiss's voice never stopped cajoling and wheedling and begging and ordering. I dropped off to sleep, but he shook me awake. Finally, I promised to stay until Sender got back.
Sender told me to finish my studies. "Look," I said, "the war won't last forever. I'll be there for a year, then I'll come back."
"No. If you drop out of your program, they won't take you back (which was true). Your engineering profession will be finished. You have to understand that."
"So I won't be an engineer. I'll work on a kibbutz."
"Well, maybe. But you know you'll be much better off being an engineer. You'll also be much more useful to Israel as an engineer than giving your life in this way. They're sending so many youngsters who don't have your capability, your possibilities to really help the country."
"Sender, these are all bubbe meises. I have to go."
In the end, I did not go. Instead, I went back to school. I was in love with school. I was in love with finishing my studies. But it felt hollow. I wanted to be in Israel. I had betrayed myself, and I knew it. I followed the news from Israel day by day.
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